第327章
- Tales and Fantasies
- Robert Louis Stevenson
- 1122字
- 2016-03-02 16:32:30
shine--enjoy--it is your part upon earth.All the flowers, with which you are whelmed in profusion, will one day bear fruit.You think that you have lived only for pleasure; in reality, you will have lived for the noblest aims that could tempt a great and lofty soul.And so--some years hence--we may meet again, perhaps; you, fairer and more followed than ever; I, older and more obscure.But, no matter--a secret voice, I am sure, says to you at this moment, that between us two, however different, there exists an invisible bond, a mysterious communion, which nothing hereafter will ever be able to destroy!"
He uttered these final words in a tone of such profound emotion, that Adrienne started.Rodin had approached without her perceiving it, and without, as it were, walking at all, for he dragged his steps along the floor, with a sort of serpent motion; and he had spoken with so much warmth and enthusiasm, that his pale face had become slightly tinged, and his repulsive ugliness had almost disappeared before the brilliancy of his small sharp eyes, now wide open, and fixed full upon Adrienne.The latter leaned forward, with half-open lips and deep-drawn breath, nor could she take her eyes from the Jesuit's; he had ceased to speak, and yet she was still listening.The feelings of the fair young lady, in presence of this little old man, dirty, ugly, and poor, were inexplicable.That comparison so common, and yet so true, of the frightful fascination of the bird by the serpent, might give some idea of the singular impression made upon her.Rodin's tactics were skillful and sure.Until now, Mdlle.de Cardoville had never analyzed her tastes or instincts.She had followed them, because they were inoffensive and charming.How happy and proud she then was sure to be to hear a man of superior mind not only praise these tendencies, for which she had been heretofore so severely blamed, but congratulate her upon them, as upon something great, noble, and divine! If Rodin had only addressed himself to Adrienne's self-conceit, he would have failed in his perfidious designs, for she had not the least spark of vanity.But he addressed himself to all that was enthusiastic and generous in her heart; that which he appeared to encourage and admire in her was really worthy of encouragement and admiration.How could she fail to be the dupe of such language, concealing though it did such dark and fatal projects?
Struck with the Jesuit's rare intelligence, feeling her curiosity greatly excited by some mysterious words that he had purposely uttered, hardly explaining to herself the strange influence which this pernicious counsellor already exercised over her, and animated by respectful compassion for a man of his age and talents placed in so precarious a position, Adrienne said to him, with all her natural cordiality, "A man of your merit and character, sir, ought not to be at the mercy of the caprice of circumstances.Some of your words have opened a new horizon before me; I feel that, on many points, your counsels may be of the greatest use to me.Moreover, in coming to fetch me from this house, and in devoting yourself to the service of other persons of my family, you have shown me marks of interest which I cannot forget without ingratitude.You have lost a humble but secure situation.Permit me--"
"Not a word more, my dear young lady,"said Rodin, interrupting Mdlle.de Cardoville, with an air of chagrin."I feel for you the deepest sympathy;
I am honored by having ideas in common with you; I believe firmly that some day you will have to ask advice of the poor old philosopher; and, precisely because of all that, I must and ought to maintain towards you the most complete independence."
"But, sir, it is I that would be the obliged party, if you deigned to accept what I offer."
"Oh, my dear young lady," said Rodin, with a smile: "I know that your generosity would always know how to make gratitude light and easy; but, once more, I cannot accept anything from you.One day, perhaps, you will know why."
"One day?"
"It is impossible for me to tell you more.And then, supposing I were under an obligation to you, how could I tell you all that was good and beautiful in your actions? Hereafter, if you are somewhat indebted to me for my advice, so much the better; I shall be the more ready to blame you, if I find anything to blame."
"In this way, sir, you would forbid me to be grateful to you."
"No, no," said Rodin, with apparent emotion."Oh, believe me! there will come a solemn moment, in which you may repay all, in a manner worthy of yourself and me."
This conversation was here interrupted by the nurse, who said to Adrienne as she entered: "Madame, there is a little humpback workwoman downstairs, who wishes to speak to you.As, according to the doctor's new orders, you are to do as you like, I have come to ask, if I am to bring her up to you.She is so badly dressed, that I did not venture."
"Bring her up, by all means," said Adrienne, hastily, for she had recognized Mother Bunch by the nurse's description."Bring her up directly."
"The doctor has also left word, that his carriage is to be at your orders, madame; are the horses to be put to?"
Yes, in a quarter of an hour," answered Adrienne to the nurse, who went out; then, addressing Rodin, she continued: "I do not think the magistrate can now be long, before he returns with Marshal Simon's daughters?"
"I think not, my dear young lady; but who is this deformed workwoman?"
asked Rodin, with an air of indifference.
"The adopted sister of a gallant fellow, who risked all in endeavoring to rescue me from this house.And, sir," said Adrienne, with emotion, "this young workwoman is a rare and excellent creature.Never was a nobler mind, a more generous heart, concealed beneath an exterior less--"
But reflecting, that Rodin seemed to unite in his own person the same moral and physical contrasts as the sewing-girl, Adrienne stopped short, and then added, with inimitable grace, as she looked at the Jesuit, who was somewhat astonished at the sudden pause: "No; this noble girl is not the only person who proves how loftiness of soul, and superiority of mind, can make us indifferent to the vain advantages which belong only to the accidents of birth or fortune." At the moment of Adrienne speaking these last words, Mother Bunch entered the room.