第14章

What Is in a Name?

For a time that seemed to them long, the two men stood waiting, while still the Mother of Light did not return.So long was she absent that they began to grow anxious: how were they to find their way from the natural hollows of the mountain crossed by goblin paths, if their lamps should go out? To spend the night there would mean to sit and wait until an earthquake rent the mountain, or the earth herself fell back into the smelting furnace of the sun whence she had issued - for it was all night and no faintest dawn in the bosom of the world.

So long did they wait unrevisited, that, had there not been two of them, either would at length have concluded the vision a home-born product of his own seething brain.And their lamps were going out, for they grew redder and smokier! But they did not lose courage, for there is a kind of capillary attraction in the facing of two souls, that lifts faith quite beyond the level to which either could raise it alone: they knew that they had seen the lady of emeralds, and it was to give them their own desire that she had gone from them, and neither would yield for a moment to the half doubts and half dreads that awoke in his heart.

And still she who with her absence darkened their air did not return.They grew weary, and sat down on the rocky floor, for wait they would - indeed, wait they must.Each set his lamp by his knee, and watched it die.Slowly it sank, dulled, looked lazy and stupid.But ever as it sank and dulled, the image in his mind of the Lady of Light grew stronger and clearer.Together the two lamps panted and shuddered.First one, then the other went out, leaving for a moment a great, red, evil-smelling snuff.Then all was the blackness of darkness up to their very hearts and everywhere around them.Was it? No.Far away - it looked miles away - shone one minute faint point of green light - where, who could tell? They only knew that it shone.it grew larger, and seemed to draw nearer, until at last, as they watched with speechless delight and expectation, it seemed once more within reach of an outstretched hand.Then it spread and melted away as before, and there were eyes - and a face - and a lovely form - and lo! the whole cavern blazing with lights innumerable, and gorgeous, yet soft and interfused - so blended, indeed, that the eye had to search and see in order to separate distinct spots of special colour.

The moment they saw the speck in the vast distance they had risen and stood on their feet.When it came nearer they bowed their heads.Yet now they looked with fearless eyes, for the woman that was old yet young was a joy to see, and filled their hearts with reverent delight.She turned first to Peter.

'I have known you long,' she said.'I have met you going to and from the mine, and seen you working in it for the last forty years.'

'How should it be, madam, that a grand lady like you should take notice of a poor man like me?' said Peter, humbly,but more foolishly than he could then have understood.

'I am poor as well as rich,' said she.'I, too, work for my bread, and I show myself no favour when I pay myself my own wages.Last night when you sat by the brook, and Curdie told you about my pigeon, and my spinning, and wondered whether he could believe that he had actually seen me, I heard what you said to each other.I am always about, as the miners said the other night when they talked of me as Old Mother Wotherwop.'

The lovely lady laughed, and her laugh was a lightning of delight in their souls.

'Yes,' she went on, 'you have got to thank me that you are so poor, Peter.I have seen to that, and it has done well for both you and me, my friend.Things come to the poor that can't get in at the door of the rich.Their money somehow blocks it up.It is a great privilege to be poor, Peter - one that no man ever coveted, and but a very few have sought to retain, but one that yet many have learned to prize.You must not mistake, however, and imagine it a virtue; it is but a privilege, and one also that, like other privileges, may be terribly misused.Had you been rich, my Peter, you would not have been so good as some rich men I know.And now I am going to tell you what no one knows but myself: you, Peter, and your wife both have the blood of the royal family in your veins.I have been trying to cultivate your family tree, every branch of which is known to me, and I expect Curdie to turn out a blossom on it.Therefore I have been training him for a work that must soon be done.I was near losing him, and had to send my pigeon.Had he not shot it, that would have been better; but he repented, and that shall be as good in the end.'

She turned to Curdie and smiled.

'Ma'am,' said Curdie, 'may I ask questions?'

'Why not, Curdie?'

'Because I have been told, ma'am, that nobody must ask the king questions.'

'The king never made that law,' she answered, with some displeasure.'You may ask me as many as you please - that is, so long as they are sensible.Only I may take a few thousand years to answer some of them.But that's nothing.Of all things time is the cheapest.'

'Then would you mind telling me now, ma'am, for I feel very confused about it - are you the Lady of the Silver Moon?'

'Yes, Curdie; you may call me that if you like.What it means is true.'